My brain is a chaotic mess some days. Other days, it’s like organized chaos. Then you have the days that even I can’t navigate my own brain.
Being neurodivergent is something I’ve had to deal with for most of my life, both in a medicated state, and an unmedicated state. It’s taken years to come to terms with the fact that I’m not just like everyone else.
What I’ve discovered so far is that ADHD is not a curse (as some people would have you believe), but rather a gift with some drawbacks.
What do I mean by this? I see things that other people miss. I assimilate information at a rate most people can only dream of, but the downside is that there are social cues I don’t pick up on, and sometimes I drive people nuts.
I also have a deep love of the gothic and dark, the unexplained, and the mysteries of life and death. I’m drawn to things that most people would find creepy and morose. I’m not afraid of the world, the occult, the unexplained, and I have the fangs to prove it.
Welcome to me figuring life out and trying to navigate as best as I can.